Today must have been one of my hardest ..
& I know my son felt it more than ever ..
Cause as I'm sittin in bed he jst starts crying ..
I'm sorry baby I really am but I'm hopeful that later on you'll understand my desicion as well as your dad ..
I. Jst wished he'd stay close so you guys could jst be a short drive away but I promise you I won't keep you from him or your grandparents ..
There's knots in my throat .
& I really wish this was jst a bad dream that id eventually wake up from but its not .
Sweet babies of mine ill always be here & regardless of me & dads personal relation we will ALWAYS love you like we have before or if not a litto more ..
"Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I did for myself"
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