Gracias a el Yo me e enceñado muchas cosas ..
From litto things to much more, beyond my vision..
Are we prefect together, Who is? , but as hard as this life can get or stubborn myself & even rude towards him & his surroundings, he's been around for it all & I give him credit much more tan he believes..
He came to my life & thanks to him I have my life savers ..
& meaning literally ..
I know I'm not easy to get along w/ so I appreciate his presence.
I trust God .
I know his plans are gracefully developing before my eyes.
I've been through things so I'm prepared for anything.
But I can't lie , I'm patiently waiting to see what else he has coming my way..
It'll be beyond amazing !!!
Faith,
Faith.
I know I don't make sense to you
So cheers,
Cheers to You for being all you could be to our kids.
& showing me beyond measures what life is truly about ...
:)
On another subject , last night we were watching 'criminal minds'
How there was this crazy ritual/believes where they'd take litto girls away from their parents but not w/out first killing the parents so that eventually people would basically call it a lost cause ..
They'll take the girls to mate w/the son & it'll jst go on throughout the yrs.
Well he asked me , " why do you watch this?"
I know its like I'm taunting myself & almost every time I see those typa things yrs fall but I taunt myself for thee best reason, 'my daughter'..
That's my way of getting to know the people that hurt kids & fuck up their childhoods.
To kinda know how their mentality works, how they function in society & around it ..
The way I see it ,is the more you get to know their state of mind the quicker you are to catch & know that I'm a parent this is way beyond an issue for me cause forbid my daughter or son have to go through this typa things ill have enough knowledge to catch them before any damage is done to their childhood.
For gods sake they are kids they shouldn't be forced or step to adulthood w/out them actually enjoying their childhood.
& that's a big problem nowadays that some rather dust under the mat which leads them to so much more insecurities & because of it we now have a hit show called '16 & pregnant' & 'teen mom'.
I know I'm not perfect but ill give in my all to prevent my kids from knowing that kinda pain...
I want their biggest dilema during childhood to be which doll/ toy to sneak into their backpack while heading to school ..
-Edith.
