I'm in over my head ..
I Don't know where to start but I know you know..
I've been around evil and the feeling is ..
I jst don't want my babies knowing the feeling of it ..
I guess its true ..
Como se dice , me quiero ser la de la vista gorda ..
Because the reality of it is too cruel .
Yes I'm aware of my own wickedness but I'm doing what I can w/you by my side to stay away from all that because when its all said and done that is not me ..
But when evil disturbes a soul all one can do is be cold so that THAT feeling isn't invited but like w/most it has its pros & cons ..
Its true , the fact that we see reality and a part of us chooses to turn away cause its harsh..
And I know I've doubted you in the past, but I'm learning to give you my all
So when our day comes I can hold my babies hand by my side and be positive and trust you..
Fully trust you ,your judgement, your decision will be respected because I know that my actions will be the reason for my results ..
And if im ever kept away from my babies , my joy I know you'll keep em safe & sound..
All I beg for .. is for their happiness their success for their soul to be fulfilled by your grace.
Thank you & forgive this soul for any wrong doing before your eyes .
I love you !!!
Thank you for your time . ..
