im bummed!!!!
my daughteris in between the baby and toddler stage..
and im not fond of it.
i actually remember when my son was in that stage...
thats when we were still living in louisianna ..
i dont like this one bit..
i know in times when i get inpatient w/them i often think "wow,itll it better by the time they are 10 or so , right?!"
and well no not really cause thats when the problems that involve the world wickedness begin , which to be quiet honest i Myself dont think im prepared for jst cause i know what its like but i know w/his help ill be able to help them understand the WHY's of mostly anything....
i jst dont want em growing up..
not sure for whose sake ..
is it for theirs..
is it for me..
and if it was more for mine rather than theirs, would it be considered selfish..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is one thing i cant smile about ,at least not now...
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