I'm not fond of acknowledging that you're in this 'category' ..
You should be here ..
I'm thankful for having you in my life ..
God only knows how much of a wimp I become when thinking of you ..
You ..
You , its you who taught me so much more than I could have thought about ..
I kinda wish you would have able to keep your promise ..
Te extraño y ni idea tienes .
wish I could be laying next to you while you played w/my hair and telling me how I was & askin what I remember from my earlier days being by your side ..
I miss your handmade outfits ..
I know I have mine scattered, but I can't wait til I get ahold of them so my babygirl could have a litto piece of you ..
Hope you know I still have that yellow sweater you made for me ..
Will there ever be a day when I speak/think of you and not hurt soo much?
I doubt it ..
Wait ,there's a possibility ..
Once I'm dead ... ..
I LOVE YOU, M.E.R..
-edith.
