Yo honestamente no se si es algo que yo como madre e hecho bien o como humano hayga hecho algo al cual le llamo la attention a nuestro dios para que me haga bendecido con un hijo que aunque sea en su corto tiempo es mas de gentlemen than kids at My age & puts the older boys to shame. .
We woke up from a nap so I ask them both to go to the living room while I used the ladies room, he refused , waited on me.
Once I'm done he runs to the Living room to turn on the lights for his sister & I make sure the puppies are safe ..
I pray he refuses to turn into something other than what he's been so far. .
Am I strict? !, of course but its only in their best interest, because I want to know/feel that once they've decided to step outside our door I'll be confident they won't take shit from anyone w/out being hurtful whether it's Bella or Bryan. .
I jst want to know they'll make the correct decision & not go based long their first instinct unless it feels good in their heart.
Am I THAT person now? !
Of course not, though that's what I'm striving , working on possible every day. .
See I feel, & we spoke about this a few days back (home security agent & I ) that when you're blessed w/a child at a young age, you yourself are a work in progress &these kids end up showing you much more than expected & so you start tweaking what you would have thought were no biggie in your character , the way you carry yourself, the way you think, basically everything would be changed due to these babies. .
Because you see yourself in them, aside of them & always"having their back"
Sometimes I find myself w/thousands of thought & once I decide to blog it , they scattered ..
My Point it's
I
LOVE
YOU
Mom♥
