At times I find myself questioning certain of your motives towards my life & the surroundings but when I find myself in the darkest of places ,
when I feel like I'm seconds away from doing something selfish I'm reminded why being selfish would be my easy way out. .
Yea sure my life is far from perfect & I don't have what I might feel like I want but in this very moment I have jst exactly what I need ..
& by no means am I jst getting by
I'm learning lessons in the meantime ..
Yea I've been wreckless prior
But making moves won't be in vain .
edith.
