since I last argued w/my mother is where this emotion becomes soo familiar..
I've let pity crap become my downfall.
Ashamed.
ASHAMED.
I'm the only one to blame.
Pointing others for being extremely blind to see what's truly in front of them.
& here I am..
Feels like I'm drowning.
No need for the sympathy, I alone brought the pain upon me.
Feels like I've burned bridges.
[need from you]
kids happiness & forgiveness . .
I'm sorry for failing you.
Sorry for my selfishness.
Forgive me for my stupidity.
Forgive me for getting involved w/this world.
-edith
