Yup, here we go again..
-_-
So as of lately my life has been a beautiful chaos (cuando no, right!) and because of it we haven't been making healthy eating choices , 3 days at the most, but due to my stomach problems I'm feeling the aftermath.
Me being a chubby wubby, it honestly suck having these stomach problems.
But it's either me indulging in stuff that is bad or having frequent stomach problems to the point where I'm in bed rest due to the fact that I can't even get up amongst other problems till a light yet fulfilling dish gets served by my husband or even running high risks of having emergency surgery.
His mom ,while living in California ,would always tell me,
"tu no te esperes a que llege armando para comer porque que y si no llega y tu nunca comistes. Tu tienes que ver por ti misma por esos niños, porque para cuidar por ellos tienes que cuidarte a ti misma y nadien lo va hacer por ti si tu no lo haces."
In school, I wouldn't eat throughout.
I'd eat either before or after, it was rarely the times I'd eat school food after elementary.
& even throughout my pregnancies & having had my babies I'd put their needs & everything else before my own that I would loose track of time & by the time I'd snap back to reality it be about the time my husband's mom will be getting out of work & she'll be getting home to help out w/her grandchildren.
Basically eating my breakfast after the world had already had lunch.
So lo que la señora me dije eventually stuck to me, eventually.
Change doesn't come overnight,
But w/consistency it's well worth the effort.
I strongly believe that even though science told me I wouldn't see the day I'd become a mother at the age of 14 (mi grandma Socorro me recordo de eso when I received a call from her on Monday) mi Dios me mando estas creaturas para calmarme y para recordarme that even when all odds are against me HE will be w/me, but I gotta love myself y poner de mi parte tambien.
So yea..
Good night..
-MyLifeAsEdith
